I want to confess to you all, my dear readers, that I am a coward. I won't even hide it. Well, how can you hide the obvious. Every time I needed to change my life, I was terribly afraid to do it. Each time I gathered all my will into a fist in order to overcome myself. And you know, I could almost always find out that I was afraid of all this for good reason. Throughout my life, I needed to change it in order for me to become happy. This is my affirmation or mantra that I began to repeat when my life came to a standstill. I changed places of residence a lot, received a lot of education and several higher educations, I changed a lot of places of work, especially areas of activity, I changed a lot of professions. I have always managed to do what I want and change what doesn’t suit me. But it was never possible to change it radically one hundred percent in order to get closer to your happiness, well, if only halfway. Because there was always something that I was not completely satisfied with. To do this, it was enough for me to simply make an effort of will to overcome my fear of change and the fear of taking my first step. Each time I learned that some very important part of my former life was moving with me, which invariably passed from one life to another. And this part of me was myself. And therefore, my new life quickly became similar to the previous one. And after some time, in my seemingly new, more interesting life, the outlines of the old life began to appear with the same tasks, the same difficulties that I could not escape in my new life, unresolved problems, the same questions that I I was never able to answer in that past life. You know, my dear readers, once upon a time I was very interested in my future. There was a part of my life in which I visited and listened to different opinions on this matter, namely: “When will I stop getting involved in some kind of crap and when will all my problems be solved.” All those people whom I visited, and these are fortune tellers, psychics, holy elders and clergy, they all unanimously told me that: “You cannot run away from yourself. Everything in this life depends on you.” And the most incredible words: “Your time has not come yet.” And I, well, I didn’t want to believe it and didn’t understand these words for some time. You know, my dear readers, it is very difficult to change your life dramatically. I think you know all about this. And this is absolutely correct, which is scary. Although there is an expression that “The devil is not as terrible as he is painted.” The circumstances of life are never accidental. And there is nothing supernatural or mythical about this. It’s just that my life, with all its advantages and disadvantages, as well as pros and cons, is an absolute projection of myself. And this is my temperament, which does not change over the years, my character, which can be changed, but I don’t want to. Since I make my own decisions, how I build my relationships with my loved ones and the opposite sex, how I can take care of myself and the people around me. The circumstances of my life are a projection of myself. Therefore, it is impossible to change your life without changing yourself. The most important thing is that if we change, then there will no longer be such an urgent need to change our lives. Because she will change herself after you. Very often, when it seems to us that we do not have the courage to change it, in fact we lack basic patience and inner peace. Those changes that we so vitally need can happen easily and naturally, but not through fear or through efforts of will, but through those opportunities when the time has come for them, which you can use for yourself. Life is the time you simply live, and not when you change it to some other one. You know, being unhappy.